renovate..

emm..my blog turn to new face!...but...not finished yet la...tgh renovate lg...so...cm kureng skit la blog nie...sbb dulu byk widgets kn...tp sume tu xpnting pon..


sbnrnye...aku xthu nk ckp cemane prasaan nie..tetiba rse nk nngs...i feel like some....ohh i can't tell you....so sory..2-3 hari ie la rse cm smething wrong somewhere...tp stakat nie kasi redah je...but...hmmmm...


xsuke mcm ni...T_T...but i've to face it...


ya Allah please help me...i dont want this kind of feeling that makes me tension everytime i see (...)...no! i can't face it..i dont want to force myself...ble tgk that kind of attitude td...a bit kurang ajar la..ckp pn asyik nk mematahkan smangat org je..tp kn manusia nie kalo kte tgur, xbleh...xtgur pon xbleh...susah...ape bleh wt..hanya mampu bsabar walaupun sabar itu ade batasnye...(",)

its about my car...

today :: rainy day...
rse ngntuk sgt100..
so after meeting i went home n park the car in front of my house...
i need to sleep...without changing my baju which baju kurung (although its rainy day i still wearing baju kurung...bagus kn...hahaha)
then i woke up about 5pm bcause of the phone..


(dpendekkn cite)


all my housemate were waiting for mimiey coz she's the only one who not returned home yet..
after that i heard smething which made me collapse...huhuhu...


guess what??


my car...mimiey's sv have contravened my car...huhu...
it make me surprised n speechless...xde rezeki...nk wt cmne...redha..
tp Dr ckp nk byr..tp tetiba aku rse serba slh sbb..aku park cm tu..
td ngntuk sgt kn...so main park je...rse xsabar nk tido...tu yg jd cmtu...


so...esk i need to go to workshop with mimiey...n give the bill to her sv....that's all..=)

fed up...

tibe2 rse fed up ngn dia...

bru sedar...ape yg djanjikan slama nie..cuma angan2 je...

kalo betul2 suke tu xkn wt pkara cm tu...serius..nmpk xjujur...liar!

huh..

*da la dk igt mnde2 yg bleh rsakkn hati nie...

itu dia ngn ALLAH....hanya ALLAH yg thu ape yg terbaik..

**BERIBU SESALAN...

***kisah janji dimungkiri lagi..

****sia-siaku...mencintai mu...setia padamu...percayakn mu..

::keje xsiap lg nih...ottuke..::

a good friend...

i have a good friend....
always listen n share my problem with his/her..
we are in same situation...
dear ALLAH...please help us...


i love this Malay quote that I've taken from my friend's wall::


~ Jika kamu TIDAK MAMPU menjadi sebatang PENSEL untuk MENULIS KEBAHAGIAAN kepada orang lain...cubalah sekurang-kurangnya menjadi PEMADAM LEMBUT yang mampu MENGHILANGKAN KESEDIHAN orang lain..~ 


that's all..
::currently listening to Bruno Mars *marry you*...i like all his songs...::
*rindu ngn mama..papa..akif..baby....kakchik...aiman...='(
# lindungilah hatiku dari pkara2 yg buruk ya ALLAH...

*postgraduate...

slm....rse cm lme da xupdate blog nie...
emm...now i'm not undergraduate student anymore but postgraduate...
so do your best for your research...don't play2 haa..


p/s Dr: fokus btul...xyah pkir bnde lain lg...


emm...keje yg Dr bg xbuat lg...ari nie pnt sgt...byk mnde yg wt...dgn cuaca yg terik....
sume tu dugaan dr ALLAH...


nk doa skit...


Ya Allah...
Jika dia benar untukku, dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku..
Jika dia bukan milikku, redhakanlah hatiku dengan ketentuanMu..
Amin..


(tibe2 ak doa cm tu..entry psl lain..tdetik kt hati aku nk doa cm tu..)smoga ALLAH makbulkan doaku...amin..


*so sleepy already...'
gudnyte n have a nice dream...
::assalamualaikum::

spertimane yg dijanjikn...tuk akif...gmbr2 raye...

my beloved pamili!

poksu's family

cikngah's

ciksu's

ank2 n menantu pmpuan

cucu2 tokayah

ank2 n menantu lelaki

at umh cik mad(open house)

big family...

nice kn?..hihi

fourth day at cik nie house

ari nie rse nk mnulis je....huhu...
td aku bru lpas ckp ngn akif...
dia ckp nk bli scuter...sbb kt sne parking kete mhl 2 dollar sjam....
kalo naik bus 2 dollar shari...kalo naik scuter minyak 3 dollar sminggu...
aku ckp la..byk duit nk beli...kn kete da ade...die ckp sng lg kalo ade scuter...harga lam 1000 dollar...50cc...
aku pon ckp...bli kaler pink eh...nnt post kt fb....hahahahaha.....
die ckp...jambu! adik aku tu mmg benci gle ngn jambu2 nih...huhu...aku ske kacau die...then die kacau aku blik...perkara biasa...


aku tya die...LV ble nk bli? da lme mnunnggu nih...die ckp baik bli scuter dri LV...sbb harga scuter = LV....waaaa......kakak da booked kn sblom nie.....bli la akif...(die ckp...nt die bli yg bundle)


DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate bundle!!!#$%


smpi sini jela...
nk wt keje skit...
tatatititutu...

::today::

emm....assalamualaikum..ade org x?....hihihi..

ari nie ari jumaat(sma org thu kot...xyah la ckp...)..mama tgh ckp ngn akif...papa tgh settle ngn pokok2 kt halaman luar....aiman still lyn mimpi lg...baby dgn buku die...adik pon ngn mimpi die...aku dr td ngn laptop n buku2 stochastic control....uwaarghh....ngntuknye...

planning ngn mama nk kuar jap pg nie nk g beli smething....(xleh ckp..hihi)...tp persoalannye jem x jalan ari nie? kalo jem...ak mls nk bwk kete...

papa biase la ari jumaat bz ngn actvt die...xleh nk ajk kuar....huhuhu...

emm....bosannye ari nie...rse nk mkn je buku2 nie...(pose la cik atiq)...gurau je la...

lg stu...ak xsuke org pggl cik atiq(tuk kazen2 je yea)...sblom nie diorg pggl kakak je...ok je...ble paksu kawen ngn cikma...cikma da bg nme bru tuk ank2 die pggl aku..waaa.....trase diri nie tua....xmo!

mlm smlm...isya nk air...then cik ma ckp...g mintak ngn cik atiq...cik atiq dk kt dapur...then isya pon ckp cik atiq nk air(yg sblom nie pggl kakak)...waaaaa...

mama pon ade tgur cik ma..." eh sjak ble kakak ade nme bru nie ma?" cikma jwb" kakak kn yg paling tua slpas abe wa...ramai sgt kakak2 kt sini so kte tkar pggl cik atiq"...mama ckp " hahah..kakak  da tua...."

xsuke!

                                                                                                                                       nukilan ari jumaat,,,

ptg nie..

ptg nie...nk g anta mknn kt adik...kt mrsm pc...lauk=kurma dging+udang msk pedas+sup daging+puding+roti teddy bear+air tebu....byknye...gemokk la adik aku nnt...huhuhu...xpe...mkn ngn kwn ye...pesan mama...

ble sebut teddy bear @teddy...tbe2 aku tringt someone nih...mse kt mtrik dulu...mula2 knal....ceecece...pggl teddy...huhuhuhu....rindu time matrik.....Y_Y...da jgn cte pnjg2....huuhuh...

smpi ctu dulu ye...nnt smbunk...nk g siap2...daaa...=)

theme for raya!

ahaa...this year ktorg braya ngn tema warna......PINK...hihihi...mama yg pilih...emmm...tp bju xsiap lg...huhu...bkn xsiap jhit...da siap da tu...tp manik2 dia...xsabar nk tgk!...hihihi...


kte jgn la sonok sgt tggu nk raya ye cik atiq(pnggilan yg dberikn oleh cik ma)...huhu...sbbnye...yg kte tunggu2 ade lah....MALAM LAILATULQADAR....malam seribu bln....ya ALLAH..berikanlah aku dan keluargaku kesempatan untk bertemu dgn malam lailatulqadar...aku mohon padaMu ya ALLAH....stiap ari aku bdoa supaya dberi kesempatan insyaALLAH..


crite tema nih x abis lg nih...hahahah....ok2...raye ke2 kaler hijau...tp semua xsame la...sbb raye ke 2 n ke 4 xbertema...raye ke3 thun ni black n white for our open house....


tuk open house nnt...mama nk msk special kot...hhuhuhu...smpi menu pon xthu lg nie....aku ade smething la nk wt tuk open house nnt...suppriseeee.....hihihi


*tibe2 ari nie aku jd happy...npe ntah..dpt msg kot..hihii..

ready for ramadan al-mubarak...

bbrape2 ari lg da bln pose...cpt rsenye...xsbr!
xsbr jgk nk blik umh esk...
nk mkn byk2 sblom pose..huhuhu...
tp ramadan kali nie,,agk sedih+sunyi...sbb adik aku kt prantauan....arwah nenek da pon da xde...
kalo adik aku ade tu bleh la gado2 ngn die kn time nk pilih mknn..huhuu...
kalo arwah nenek aku ade bleh mkn masakan die...sdap sgt mskn die..kuih2 yg die wt..tp sume tu da xde...


my mom mtk bln pose nih duk kt umh...sbb xde org..sunyi...tmbh akif  n adik xde lg la..adik plak jarang blik..waa...buhsannye ak...slmt la lec ak bg cuti...kalo x..bkak pose kt kmpus la jwbnye(mcm xbiase plak...)huhuhu


da la xnk ckp byk2..
nk ckp skit2 je..huhu
bye...slm..^^

::muhasabah diri::

sedih sgt100...i dont knw how to express it..
....smpai hati...ya ALLAH....skit nye htiku nie...
tp nk wt cmne...i have to sabar...n sabar...n sabar..n xthu smpi ble......moga2 Allah kuatkan kesabaran ku...
tp kuat ke hati aku nie nk menempuhnye??...truskn bdoa...
rse nk nangis....tp aku tahan je...nk mjerit...tp aku tahan je....semuanye aku tahan...
xthu nk luahkn pde sape.....ok...aku nk luah kn pade ALLAH s.w.t mlalui doaku...moga2 ALLAH tenangkan hati yg kusut nie...hanya ALLAH sje yg phm perasaan hambaNya...hanya ALLAH sje yg thu perasaan dan hati kita....mama...i'm really2 need u....

insyaALLAH...xde pape...ALLAH sentiasa ade bsme kita...kuatkn iman kte....xpyh nk pk mnde2 yg boleh myakitkan hati kita...fokus pade pljaran ....yg pnting agama kte tjaga....

ape2 yg kte wt kte kna igt pd Allah...keluarga kte.....supaya kte xtersasar jauh...

*muhasabah diri*

xlama lg bln puasa...bln pnuh keberkatan...byk gnjaran dlm bln tu...kte kna rebut peluang yg ALLAH bg..mne thu maybe ramadan thn nie ramadan yg terakhir buat kte...bykkn amal ibadat...n jgn lupa doakan utk parents kte...tnpa mama n papa..kte xde kt dunia nie...time ramadan la kte bleh sejukkn hati mama n papa dengan doa kte...

*ya ALLAH....ampunknlah dosa mama dan papaku..kasihanilah mereka seperti mana mereka mengasihani aku swaktu aku kecil...Y_Y.....

serius!!!...i wanna cry!!..TTT_TTT

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(sje2 cte...)
smlm nisfu syaaban...tp ak lam keadaan  uzur..
so just bzikir n dengar bacaan yassin tru my phone...
smlm rse tenang yg amat...keberkatan mlm nisfu syaaban org ckp...
dipendekkn cite...ak tdo...then dlm tido ade sbuah mimpi...
ak bermimpi pasal......dia ...y?xthu la...ak xpk pon psl dia...tp mmpi jgk...
lam mimpi tu...dia dtg umh aku..then borak ngn mom ak...(mcm da lme knal la...)
then die blikn mknn utk aku...pastu yg pliknye...die mtk aku urutkn belakang die...
die ckp skit blakang..aku yg mnurut perintah nie amik minyak, sapu kt belakang die n urut...ak pom xthu y i'm doing like that....after that die ajk aku kuar lpas die mtk permission ngn parents aku.... blom smpt kami kuar(lam mimpi tersebut ye..) ak tjaga dr mimpi (sbenarnye pnjg lagi... bak kte org dpendekkan cte)...yang mana sepanjang aku tdo...rupenye2 ak psg earphone dgr zikir2 n ayt al-quran smpi ak bgn tdo...then bateri phone aku terus mati sbb smalaman dgr zikir2 n ayat2 suci al-quran...


-mimpi tu just mainan tdo...jgn nk percaya sgt...kdg2 mimpi mbawa msej yg baik ,buruk n sebagainye...ape yg kte perlu buat...percaya pade ALLAH....tawakkal dan redha ngn ktentuan ilahi...


-tp...smpi skrg ak still dok ingt psl mmpi tu...haiyaa...stop thinking la!...

T_T

i feel that like i wanna to cry n scream aloud as i can...ya ALLAH...tlgla hamba Mu ini....permudahkan la segala kerja yng susah bagi ku....hanya Engkau saja yg memahami perasaan ku ini...meronta-ronta....mama...i need u...fyi..bukan psl cnta ye...cinta2 nie da xde lam kamus hdup aku wt mse skarang...mls nk pk...ni psl ape yng aku nk smbung...i'm really2 down right now...i hope i can settle this problems as soon as possible...i dont want to think bout dis problems anymore..

ya ALLAH....permudahkanlah segala urusan ku pade ari nie..esok dan ari2 yang mndatang...

seyes...i wanna cry...T_T

noname...

akif+has

koya!

tibe2 rse nk upload gmbr diorg..huhuhu...ble ekk dpt pg sne?...insyaAllah ade rezeki dptla pegi...huahua...(tibe2 gelak..) byk lg...

p/s for akif: jgn lupe bwk blik souvenir yerr...i da gtau ape yg i nk...waahhh...demand...huhu..skali skala ngn adek2 ape slhnye kn...huhuhu....

letihh...

ok...ak bru smpi....i'm so tired..so..as u knw... we need to sleep when we're tired....but b4 that..i need to tell u smething...not too interesting la..smlm ak pegi hospital tgk ank kazen ak msk ward...sian die...kecik lg...6months..skit usus kate maknye...ciannye..ak xley tgk...sebak sgt100...baby sekecil tu mderita skit...xthu cmne bleh skit...sabar ye rayyan...aunty doakn rayyan ye..(cehh aunty konon!...hahahah...)..cute sgt rayyan...putih mlepak....rindu plak rse..nk lt picha die pon xde...huhuh....tu psl rayyan...

ni psl aku...hohoho...xde lah...sbenarnye xde idea nk tulis ape lg...oooohhh bru igt...adek aku dr aussie kol lam mggu ni asyik cte psl nk kawen je...aishhhh...langkah bendul nmpk....hahahha...tp die gurau2 je...mama n papa aku manelah bgi kawen lg...maseh blaja...makwe die pon kt sne gak tp uni lain...kt brisbane...hmmm...best je tgk diorg...suwiit kapel yg direstui mama n papa bukan stakat mama n papa je...atuk, arwah nenek,makcik2 pakcik2.....hoho...aku?? hahaha...xyah tya...

td ptg...xsempat abis tgk cte korea GLASS CASTLE....best gak cte tu...rindu ngn min joo n joon seong....mama pon lyn cte nie...mama pon da mnt korea...sumenye gara2 adek aku a.k.a kakchik...sblom ni mama n aku mmg xsuke gle korea...lpas tgk cte nie tsangkut plak ngn cte2 korea...hehe...


tu jela kot nk cte...huhu...

i'm worried about that.....

waaaa....cmne nie...tibe2 rse takut....sedih...risau...bdebar..sume ade...what should i do???

mama...help me...

ya Allah...takutnye aku nie...aishhh...

emmm....think...think n think...until u get de answer...huh...

teringin...

teringin nk


-wt mama n papa always happy n proud with me.. (da slalu wt tp nk lebih lg...)


-tgk mama n papa sntiasa senyum even diorg ade mslh.. (ya ALLAH lindungilah ibu dan ayah ku setiap saat dan nafas mereka..aku syg sgt ibu dan ayah ku..)


-tgk adek2 bjaya lam hdup diorg..xkirala ape jua bdang skali pon janji dberkati ALLAH...amin...insyaALLAH


-g jln2 kt oversea ngn family especially france, korea n aussie...


-g mecca sme2 ngn family...wt umrah... (ya ALLAH bukaknlh pntu hati kami)

-ade family sndri..(mksudnye kawen..hahahah.gatal..calon pon xde...ade hati....=p)

setakat tu je blh gtau ...selebihnye will be continue later k...

my feeling...

omg...ari nie rse bad mood sgt100....sian ngn adek2...kna mrh xtntu psl...sory baby+aiman....kakak xbniat pn..tibe2 moody...sometimes i cant control my feeling..ya Allah...jauhkn la diriku ini dr perasaan mrh....T_T...

kakak mtk maaf....

i've no idea anymore...see u on da next entries..slm..

mama,papa,baby,aiman,adek,akif...i love u!

this song make me cry...T_T

ble dgr lgu nie tringt kt someone..=(
omg....

mom n me..=)

time mkn satay...satay gemook..best...thx mama n papa..=)
love u for the rest of my life..('',)

berakhir suda as a degree student...

ari nie ari last aku exm...da abis suda..n tamat la suda life aku as a degree student...cume tggu to become as a master student...(insyaALLAH)..emm..xthu nk tulis ape...nnt la...nk pk2 dulu..huhu...k chow!

tension+geram+marah!

tension sgt100 sbb sian kt adik aku...smlm aku tp4 kn die..aku bg no pin la...da la rm10...then die ckp no tp4 da digunakan...padahalkan aku bru je gores...mne ade gune...tension tul ngn celcom skang...ape mslh xthu...byk kali try pon xleh...sian adik aku..xpe dik xde rezeki tu...cube kol 1111...kot2 die bleh tlg...adik ckp dia da kol then die ckp no tu mmg da dgunakan...aku mmg marah sgt1000 ngn celcom nie! ape hal wei?? adik aku xgna lagi pon top4 tu!..asal ko wt mslh hah? da la aku xde mood nie sbb p*****...aku geram gle...ee..sabo jela...xpe la dik kakak beli yg lain...kakak reload trus...buang je no tu!

mmg skit hati sgt100...

ngntuknye...

ngntuknyer...hmm..sunyi kt bilik..rumate blik jhr..sorg lg kt bilik tv...aku? tgh stdy bhs arab sorg2

smbil ngntuk..nk blik umah..cptla...xsbr da nk rht...ltih da.,.

papa,,mama..dtg amik 4hb eh...nk settlekn siap2 psl master then nk blik..

xsbr nk g jejln ngn family...

nk g kl, sabah..n mne2 tmpt yg mnarik sblom msuk blik as a master student..lpas nie da xde cuti da..

serious mama, papa...kakak letih sgt100...nk nngis rse,,(padahal sume keje da siap...cume tggl stu paper lg..)

tp xthu knape ltih sgt100...nk mati da kot...huhu..(xbaik atiq ckp cm tu...ajal maut ALLAH yg tentukn)..

hmmm...smbng stdy blik...drpd lyn ckp yg bukan2...

______=.~______

kakak(walaupun ak kecik)+adik

waa...keciknye aku..huhuhu...
org kecik lmbt tua tau!...
hihihi...=)

ni la adik aku yg no 2...nme die mohd akif akmal..wktu ni die nk fly...ke aussie...bln 2 ari tu...rindu plak ngn die...rya ni xthu blik ke x...nngis la plak mama aku tuh....ye la...rindu...adoii...macam2...tu je nk tulis..k..bye2...

syukur alhamdulillah...unexpected..('',)

huhuhu...teruja...tak percaya...sume ade...org ckp rezeki...smlm...(wktu pagi)..dikala aku yg msih lyn mimpi...sbb stay up smpai kol 4 pg...lpas subuh..tertido smpi terlebih....smpi kul 9 je...then dpt kol dr lec ak..terkezut...sbb sblom nie die xpnh kol aku pom...huhu...

citenye cmnie...die kol sbb die mtk ic aku...plik...huhu...tp sbb aku mamai kn so bg je la...then die ckp " awk nk smbng master kn?...under Dr * kn...."..aku jwb...insyaALLAH Dr...then aku tya la...tuk ape amik ic aku tuh...ye la nk thu gak kan...die ckp die bg projek ape tah kt aku...yela ngntuk kn...xdgr sgt...die ckp die bg projek tuh n then aku kn dpt money...under * dan *...

haah?? really????...terkezut aku...tros segar...sbb dgr duit kn...huhu...sape xnk duit woo...then lpas tu aku trus kol mama...ckp kt mama...cmne nie mama...kakak da jnji ngn lec lain nk wt master tp yg lain dpt...mama ckp...pegi jmpe die tya ape hal sbnr...then Dr kol blik die suh aku dtg kol 1030 ke office die...aku yg x mndi lg trus bgegas mndi then pegi ke office jln mcm cartoon...xpndg sape2 sbb nk cpt...smpi2 je...trus sign..then bru bce...suppose bce dulu bru sign...ak yg ssh nk phm nie g tya lec ak ape sbenarnye then lec aku cite...die ckp die tlg aku cri income tuk master...wt projek die then die byr 2k every month...fully support..g mne2 die byr....perghhhhh....alhamdulillah...rezeki dtg bergolek dipagi hari yg diberkati ALLAH pd hari isnin....ak blik ngn hepy+letih trus kol mama...gtau ape sbnrnye....mama hepy...die ckp alhamdulillah doa mama termakbul...terharunye....terima kasih mamaku syg...harapan ku nk wt master telah tercapai...ak rse kalo ade mama n papa kt depan aku...akn ku peluk...terhharu sgtt...sbb mama n papa sntiasa doakn kakak...ya ALLAH terima kasih anugerah kn mama n papa yg sentiasa mendoakan anak2nye...jasa mama n papa xkn kakak lupa smpi ble2...syggggggg sgttt...^_^

smpi skang pun aku still xpercaya lg..huhu

percaye la wahai cik atiq ye...

igt rezeki tu dtg dr ALLAH...

DIA berhak amik dr kita bila2 mase sje...

yg penting doa...

sedihh...

mama...sedihh....

serious...sgtt sedih...ble tgk that pic...

i can't accept it!!..

mama...help me..

mama je phm prasaan kakak..

(crying)..

~.~'

ya ALLAH kuatknla hatiku...

..sweet memories with Dr hassilah yg cute...

kami bdua...=)
(ignore bju tuh...kenangan lame...huhu..tp pkai jgk)

Dr Hassilah yg cute!

comelnye Dr..=)

same saiz...huhu

gmb2 di atas tu time ktorg gathering...best sgt...menu..nasi goreng ayam+nasi ayam+satay ayam+ snquick= Dr hassilah blnje sume mknn tu tok ktorg....time kasih Dr...best sgtt klas ngn Dr(financial math)...ta pernah tension pun...rse syg nk tgglkn Dr..sbb Dr baik sgt+friendly+ and so on la...ble dgr last amanat Dr...ktorg stu klas mengalirkn air mata...xthn sgt...especially aku...(mmg jenis mengalirkn air mata ble hati tersentuh)...insyaALLAH nk wt master under Dr...hrp2 hajatku tercapai...amin...

_____we love u Dr hassilah____

malu..

td ade presentation tuk investment analysis...so 2 hari aku prepare ngn my group member tuk hadapi presentation nih...ble tibe masenye...lec ckp sape yg g depan dulu dia present dulu...kire sape cepat dia dpt...ble group first da nk abis...ak cpt2 g depan dgn muka slmber je...tp xpe...semangat nk present kn...tibe2 slh sorg group first ckp "sy menjemput kumpulan dina(bukan nama sebenar) tuk present...hancur hati ak yg da kt depan nih...malu sgt2..ak thn je...stu klas boo group first sbb diorg wt cmtu kt ak...kire cm xadil la...lec pon dh ckp kn...ak ngn muka tebal 14 inci nih msok blik kt tmpt duduk..kwn2 support ak..(tx korg)..then group 2 yg di "invite" tuh ade mslh ble nk prsent = pndrive xley detect, skrin dpn wt hal...(ALLAH da byr 'cash')...sesungguhnye ALLAH itu Maha Adil...terima kasih ya ALLAH...Kau mendengar doa hambaMu yg teraniaya...

ak malu sgt100 td...smpi tk terkata...tp lec da sound diorg...bukan itu yg aku nk...tp ya ALLAH bukakn la pintu hati diorg agar x mengulangi ape yg diorg wt yg boleh memalukan org lain...

blik je bilik trus call mama...xthn sgt100...mama bg semangat kt aku...mama ckp ALLAH sentiasa ade bsama kita...

sygg mama...mmmuuuaahh tuk mama....

financial mathematics!

hurmm...esk Dr Hassilah nk wt assessment kt student die...

tp ak xbce ape2 lg sbb bru blik dr investment analysis class..

skang nie ak bwu nk setat mbce..byk woo...

cm final exm lak..xpe2...kire da stdy tuk final nih...

at least phm konsep!

math nie kna paham konsep senanye..(bak kte papa)

ak phm ke x?

hahaha...

ak nk jwp ape esk kalo ak x phm konsep...

hurmmm..

ak phm la skit2..tp ak xreti nk crite...cmne nie..=_='

ooo tidakk....

k..tutup cite psl tu...

cte lain plak...ble ak bkak stu folder tu...n tgk blik gmbr2 tu...

seyes ak sgtt la rindu kt die...ak x tipu..hurrmm

rindunye...xthn...tp ape kn daya ku...(ceh bermadah la plak)..

tp tu hakikatnye....ya ALLAH..i need him...-,-

T.T

this week ak 'abc'...mood pon xde...tp mlm nie rse syhdu sgt xthu knape....asyik keluar je air mata nie...xthn....i dont knw...n ble dgr zikir...lg laju air mata kuar...ya ALLAH...tguhkn la iman ku..tguhknla iman kluargaku...tetiba ak rindu arwah nenek ksygn ku..(air mata makin laju kuar)...ya ALLAH tempatkn lah arwah nenek ku di kalangan org2 yg beriman..mak..kakak rindu ngn mak...(mak=nenek, mama=mom)..al-fatihah tuk mak...Y_Y...

da bengkak da mata..gara-gara nangis...sbr ya atiq..

bykkn zikir pd ALLAH..

=_='

website sdri....??

satu suggestion yg baik....

tp xtercapai dek akal lg nk buat mnde gtu....

emmm....tgklah...kalo rjin...huhu...

huhuh...

sejukknye,...hujan xhenti2 lg,,,Y_Y

uncle kim+shushi....

uncle kim (pakcik ak yg asal dr korea selatan), nme pnuh die mustaqim kim jun soo bin abdullah...

msok islam sbb bminat tgk papa pkai bju melayu wktu papa kt kerteh dulu...die ni engineer ptronas so dulu slalu main tennis ngn kwn2 die kt mrsm papa....sbb tu jumpe papa n trus msuk islam...

huhuhu....tetibe cerita pasal die...entry pasal shushi...

ckp psl shushi....rindu ngn shushi uncle kim....

uncle kim....kakak rindu nk mkn shushi uncle....

tlg bwk mai cni....pliss....

nk g umh uncle jauh...keje byk...

uncle dtg la sini...

(demand)

sdp sgt shushi die...ak suke...tp mama ckp xsdp...

die ckp kalo mkn shushi uncle xleh nk telan...huhu

sian mama...takpe ma..kakak suke bia kakak telan tuk mama

hahah...

nk shushi uncle!!

________________

MARA....

ptd td ak syok2 tdo...cas tnaga tuk mlm nie(struggle for my thesis!)...then papa kol....papa kaco kakak tdo....papa nk kna nih....hihihhih...gurau je pa....papa ckp sal MARA... sbbnye...yuran pengajian blom bayar lg....argghhh...tensionnye...Mara byr la cpat sikit...sje wt hal..lpas tu papa ckp Mara xkn byr slagi u x anta invois kt die....aikk...sblom nie xmcm tu pon.....sbb Mara ckp ak punye pngajian xckup 6 bln bg sem nie...yela xcukup sbb sem pndek...lgpon sblom2 nie pon xckup...byr je....Mara ni sje je nk wt ak skit ati...da la byk keje skang nie...xde mse nk g kt bendahari....ee....sabo je la...so sabo je ye...tx papa sbb tlg kol Mara tuk kakak.....hihi...mls nk kol mara...slalu wt hal....huhuhu...(marah2 mara plak....hihihi....duit bln 3 da msuk....hihii...bgos mara nie bg kt ak tiap2 bln...cm gaji....tx mara...hihihi...)

nk smbung tdo lg ke x nie? ish da xbaik tdo lpas asar...

da2...jgn tdo...da ckup tenaga ye...hihi...

hihi...

besarnye frog nie....bsr dr ak...hihi

adoii...mcm2 la tjadi lam dis week....

ak mmg ade x puas hati sal something...nk cite tp cam open sgt...

geram pon ade....ak geram n xpuas hati...sbb

(ee gram nya nk ckp....emm xpela..)

biar la rahsia...

adoii...tp hti ku skit...da cte da ngn member2 ak...

ak mmg xpuas hati sal that gurl nih...

igtkn ak je...upenye rmai lg...

adoii..

kdg2 ksian tp die xpk pom ape

 yg dia wt tuh...kte lak yg tlg pk...

xde mase weh...keje ak byk nk pk sal ko!

waa...skitnye ati aku...sabar2 ye adik manis...

npe kte je perlu jga hati n perasaan org lain tp 

org lain xpnh jga pom hati n perasaan kite...

bleh x ko jgn wt cm tuh!! 

gerammm...

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::sedih sgt..awk...sy perlukn awk...nk cte mslh nie...tp sy malu nk gtau yg sy plukn awk...Y_Y::

da la atiq...guna konsep sabar n tawakal ye..ALLAH ade bsme kte..igt tuh..

ank2 dara mama n papa...^_^

cari pbezaan ant 2 gmbr di atas...hihii

^_^

adik ak mrjuk...Y_Y

adikku...a.k.a baby...mrjuk sme ak...gara2 xblik last week...sory sgt100 baby...kakak bz...keje byk...ni pon xsiap lg sbb byk sgt...bkn xnk blik....jgn mrjuk deh....kakak ade hdiah tuk baby....yeay...cmey sgt....nnt baby mari la sini...hihihi...

-aina afini abd aziz-

 baby..kol la kakak everyday.....rindu nk dgr sore baby...Y_Y...

this weekend...

yipea! xsbr nk tggu this weekend....=)...why?? ade la...huhuhu..
waaa.....tx sgt100....igtkn xboleh....hihii..

tu je nk tulis...huhuhu...

hihi..^_^

sgt100 happy...

mood yg xbrape nk elOk...

emmm...hari nie...1 march 2011...mood ak xbpe nk elok skit...bkn skit la...tp byk...sbbnye..p*****. cm biasela...stu hari nie ak msm je...xsnyum pon...sbbnye mmg xleh snyum...skit sgt100...hya tuhan sje yg tahu....sume org tya..." atiq...msam je...senyum la skit"....ak pon jwb..." xnk hipokrit la...sory sgt2...tgh sakit..." blik je klas td...ak tros tdo....xpk ape2 dh...ni bru je lpas bgn...tp xilang lg skitnye...='(...mama...nk mama urut...biasenye mesti mama urut.....mama...i miss u sgt100000....


td angah call...die ckp" atiq jom la kte blik this week....nk blik umh!!..." ak pon jwb..." sory byk100 angah...xleh blik la...nk siap kn keje....fyp xsiap lg....eop xsiap lg...sory sgt100, lgpn nnt school holiday nie my family nk dtg cini..." kalo ikutkn mmg nk blik...tp tpaksa bkorban....xpe lah...

ya ALLAH..skitnye,,,xleh tahan...rse nk menangis....skit yg teramat sgt...

ak trimanya dengan redha ya ALLAH...='(

nk mama urut...Y_Y