....spEechleSs...

adoii..

nk wt cmner nih

xphm la stdy

bab nih.

international finance

npe ak perlu amik

 this subject??

hoh! ak pon

xthu

rmai coursemate

ak mrungut

becoz of this sbject

 we dont want our result 

down becoz of this subject!

this killer subject

ya ALLAH help me please..

ak xthu nk ckp cmner

mmg ssh r sbject nih

everytime

i'm entered this class

confirm

speechless!!

because

x paham stu ape pon!

yg thu just calculation je..

theory xphm..

abis tu cmner nk jwb sok.

60% theory.40% calculation

waaaaaa  (Y_Y)

waaaaa...

my eyes...omg...ngntuk..zzZZzz

mlm nie rse ngntuk plak..

awl lg tuk tdo coz i need to stdy..

tp mate nie da nk kuyu...

mcm2 da wt..but still feel so sleepy

help me..(in slow tOne)

jap nk cte...td

ak dk lam bilik smbil kmas meja

then tgk rumate ak

tgh ngintai kt pintu that means 

die tgh tgk smething yg boleh

wt ak nk thu gak..

suddenly she said

there's boy in our hOuse

what??!really??

 ya..ak tkejut beruk..

cmne die bleh msok..

ak punye hostel nie cm apartment skit..

stu umah 5 blik

then ak blik yg ke-2

ak xthu laki tu wt pe..

da la ngn makwe die skali

ishh..pelik nih..adoiiii

biasenye lau ade staff asrama

msuk lam umh diorg akn gtau

or diorg akn bising that means

diaorg nk kte thu yg diaorg msuk..

ni x..da la pki smua itam..

msuk snyp2 lak tu..

dunno y..

ishh agk tkot ak..

mtk2 xde pape yg blaku

da la mlm jumaat nie..

nauzubillah.

ok.da.ak nk stdy.

(mata mkin kuyu nie..adehh)

aduhh..so sleepy maa..

kahkah...

hohoho rse nk tgelak..tp da tgelak..sbb?

sbbnya, ak bwu lps exam td..then trus call my lovely mama

then mama tya "cmne bleh jwb soaln td? ssh ke?"

itu lah soaln mama..then ak pon jwb.."ok la mama..not bad..xssh xsng..

then ak ade bgtau mama stu soalan nih...cte pnye cte...

mama jwb soalan n jwpnnye betul!!

wktu jwb exam punye la conpius nk gna formula mana...skali mama jwb laju je siap ngn calculation

n explaination...perrgghh...ak yg stdy bmlm2 conpius nk jwb mama tgh masak 

kt dpur bleh jwb laju je..

aduhh...kna stdy ngn mama neh nnt sem dpn..mama u r my teacher!

mama..i luv u for the rest of my life!

byk konpius lam soalan td..wlaupon soklan yg amat senang...aduuhhh

ruginye ak...nk wt cmne...redha je...smuanya serah pada yang Maha Esa....harap2..dpt result yg boleh

menghappykn mama n papa..

alhamdulillah adik aku ,akif da smbuh dr dmm nye...ak gumbira!...ak xnk adik

ak skit wlaupon sikit! betapa sayangnya ak pade mereka!

mlm td ak tkejot sbb ade org call...da la volumenye yg agk kuat dengan ringtone keisha-blah blah..

sian rumate ak..sory ye linda...ak sndri pon tkejut..

rupenye adik ipar ak call..tx ye has comel..

ak xtau ckp pe..coz ngah mamai2..huhu

sory..

has..si budak chumell

-spEak nOw by taylOr sWift-

I am not the kind of girl 

Who should be rudely barging in 

On a white veil occasion 

But you are not the kind of boy 

Who should be marrying the wrong girl 

I sneak in and see your friends 

And her snotty little family 

All dressed in pastel 

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid 

Somewhere back inside a room 

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry 

This is surely not 

What you thought it would be 

I lose myself in a daydream 

Where I stand and say: 

Don't say yes, run away now 

I'll meet you when you're out 

Of the church at the back door 

Don't wait or say a single vow 

You need to hear me out 

And they said "speak now" 

Fun gestures are exchanged 

And the organ starts to play 

A song that sounds like a death march 

And I am hiding in the curtains 

It seems I was uninvited 

By your lovely bride-to-be 

She floats down the aisle 

Like a pageant queen 

But I know you wish it was me 

You wish it was me, don't you? 

Don't say yes, run away now 

I'll meet you when you're out 

Of the church at the back door 

Don't wait or say a single vow 

You need to hear me out 

And they said "speak now" 

atiQ spEak nOw!

oh tidakk..

ari nie mmg malang bg aku...

sbb bgn je pg td rumate ckp "atiq xde air lg la"..

DAMN!!

aku pon msg kwn baik n then ajk die n rumate die(ak xthu nape ak xajk rumate ak)

maybe die nk tmn kwn die gak..ok smbung cite..

ktorg pg merantau pg cari air..

last2 g MASJID...

alhamdulillah ade air...

ak igt..geng2 ak je yg x mndi ag..upe2nye

rmai gak yg xmndi..rmai gle kt msjid td..

 mcm2 ragam ade...

ade yg siap bsuh kain lg..ak wktu genting cmnie

xpk dh nk bsuh kain..yg pnting gosok gg..mndi n solat je..

 yg lain tlk tepi dulu..

tp mmg lega la td dpt mndi..alhamdulillah..

hope ade la tuk esok..

coz

ak da exam esok, xkan xmndi kot g exam

malu dowh..

pastu..td adik ksygan ku mesej..

"kakak, ore dmm..kalo xkebah lg jumaat nie doc syak denggi coz xde batuk n slsma

OMG

kesiannye adik aku..ya ALLAH sihatkan lah tubuh badan adikku ini..

berikanlah padanya kesihatan yang terbaik..sesungguhnya keajaiban itu dtg darimu ya ALLAH

AMIN..

da la dis week he gonna take the ietls exm which is the requirement to go for overseas..

insyaALLAH adik ak bleh wt..akan ku doa untuk mu..

credit to Mr Mohd Akif Akmal..

segala-galanya ak doakan yg terBAEK tuk family ak..

family first!

tuk has (makwe adik aku a.k.a adik ipar ak) gudluck juga tuk kamoo..

nnt korg bdua nk fly..kte jumpe ye..

lame da xjumpe kamoo has..

tibe2 rindu..

byk bnda nk cte neh..

ok..dudda..

ni la adik aku..akif..

ni adik ipar aku..hasniza..

-atiQ-

mood tgh rjin

xtau npe mood ak tuk stdy mlm ni mmg masyukk..

mksudnye rjin sgt100 nk mnelaah..

ak pon heran..maybe 

berkat doa mama n papa kt ak..

alhamdulillah..

hrp2..mood nie xbrubah till da final exam is over..i hope so..please..

math yg indah!

Tuntutlah ilmu dari dalam buaian sehingga ke liang lahad...

Hadis riwayat Al-Bukhari:

  Al-Bukhari berkata, "Rasulullah Sallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda, "Barangsiapa yang dikehendaki Allah kepadanya kebaikan, diberikan faham (pengertian) kepadanya dalam agama, dan hanya pengetahuan itu dengan belajar."

''Maka hadapkanlah wajahmu dengan lurus kepada agama (Islam); (sesuai) fitrah Allah disebabkan Dia telah menciptakan manusia menurut (fitrah) itu. Tidak ada perubahan pada ciptaan Allah. (Itulah) agama yang lurus, tetapi kebanyakan manusia tidak mengetahui,''

(Surah Ar-Rum : 30)

alhamdulillah lega....syukur..

alhamdulillah lega rsenye ble da dpt thn air smyg smpai ke isyak

hehe..sbb xde air kn..tpaksa la...igt nk thn smpi subuh..tp cm mlampau je..

xthu la ble ade air..

tu pasal air..ni pasal makan plak..terasa diri ini lapar

tp ptg td da mkn burger ayam..patut ke 

mkn lg?..hmm..

kalo iktkn nafsu mmg nk mkn je..bdn kecik tp kuat mkn

nk wt cmne tangki mknn besar

tp yg plg ak ngidam

nk mkn kari udang yg mama wt..

sdp terkata..xde sapa bleh lwn..

ak sdri pon xleh lwn(cm pndai msk je)

everythim yg mama msk

mmg sdp lah!!

sdapnye..

thanks mama..l luv u...muahmuah..

air oh air~~

naek tension dh nie....psl air...bknnye psl exam...

da bpe kali xde air..ssh la..nk solat ag..mndi..n bla bla..

xphm la ngn kolej kediaman nie xde tindakan ape2 ke??

kitorang da merana nie..

ak da malu nk g kafe smata2 nk buang air or mndi..

da la ramai org...adehh..isu air nie xabes2!

da la ak nk stay tuk present thesis nnt..

da xde mood da nk stay...

smoanye gara-gara AIR

tolonglah ak..

                                                                                                                                                  tension tul..

...byknye formula2 nk kna igt...proving ag...cmne nie...definition lg..calculation lg..hope leh jwb ngn baik nnt 25 hb nie...insyaALLAH..ak target A-...huhu..entah dpat entah tdk..aduhh..kalo xdpt sure2 kna mrh ngn papa...maklum la math nie cm life die da..name pon cikgu addmath..xpe papa...akan ku buat ape yg papa nk!...cehh..hihi..

ni la jdnye ble xigt formula2 math yg 'sikit' sgt lam exam tuh..
argghh...tensionnye ak...hope xjd jd cmni....nauzubillah..

byknye formula...tdo pom sodap!..huhu

yg menulis,

budak xbrape pndai math..=.='

nk cite sal mimpi jap.....

sblum rye ari tu kan...ak ade mmpi sal 'si dia' xthu knape...padehal ak xcontact lgsung ngn die...n maybe xpk sal die(kot la..huhu)...tibe2...ak mimpi sal die...4 hari bturut2...dunno y...aduuhhh....lam mimpi tu die dtg jmpe ak n kol ak....ak pon layan la...(lam mimpi tu la)...apekah mksudnye? wah..skema lak...ak xgtau lak mama...biasenye ak cite ngn mama....tp yg nie xbrani la,,,kot mama ckp smething yg bleh wt ak risau...adehh...dh2...xyah la pk ag...fokus ngn stdy....kate nk smbung master.....hihihihih...ok2....ak fokus....

=.='

mode::stdy...+...flu..=xbest

ari nie ak da stat stdy...tp flu xabis ag...rse xslesa....rindu ngn umh la plak...tp ak kna fokus ngn final exam nie..only 4 papers je...tp da tggl 3 lg...so chaiyok!....pastu kn present proposal thesis!!...waaa....manyak tkot maa....ak sntiasa igt pesan papa!..tx papa...

...rindu sme family...

waaa......walaupon ak da abis exam....tp xley blik awl!!....coz ak yg bli tket lambat....sape suruh...kang da kna marah ngn mama....padan muka....nak blikkk....tp xpe la...stay je la sehari....konon2nye nk stdy la....kahkah....klakar la plak....